xxxredrosexxx

this is for audrey

2005-08-12T21:26:01Z

tada! I updated out of nowhere like a ninja when you least expected it. WOOOSH HIYA!

so summers been good. I have spent most of it with an amazing girl who I love so much!
tonight is the GAP party for my class and I leave in an hour and a half. I haven't seen my
close friends since skool let out and I doubt I will see them tonight. but good company
is better than no company at all. SO I am going.

I love my girl so much and I am so happy
with her. I guess I am just one of those lucky people who finds true love early on and
knows when he has found it. I love her so deeply and I am so faithful with that love.
My love is truthful, constant, unrelenting, and as pure as the light cast from the windows
of my childhood. Light that hasn't seen the outside of my soul in a long long time.
I shut the windows when I was young. But a love like this filters through the cracked and
wooden shutters of my life. Burning them away with the purity that has been seen only
once before when I was a child and the world was safe. the windows of my soul sing to her
with the voice of the seraphim. I love you audrey.

tada

2005-07-09T01:27:55Z

well I'm finally updating this thing and I think I am as happy right now as i could possibly get! I love audrey so much
and she means the world to me and I am so amazed by her every single day.
I love her with all my heart because sadly that is all I could really ever give her that would be of any value.
other parts of my life are pretty awesome too! I g2c christina lynch today and hang out with her for awhile
and I'm tryin to organize a little get together with my youthgroup so's we can have a campfire n make s'mores
n shtuff. I think that would be kool. k I g2g but life is awesome thanx to my amazing girl.

I am as happy as a clam...... why the heck are clams soo happy????!?!?!

2005-06-26T05:21:44Z

seriously

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-20T14:40:00

2005-06-20T18:44:11Z

I LOVE YOU AUDREY CLARE MOELLER!

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-15T07:26:00

2005-06-15T11:32:08Z

this is just a quick update n stuff just wanted to say that I love audrey more than ever and I get to see her after camp today and I get to hold her in my arms (which is something we haven't gotten to do in a long time.) Oh I got to talk to her for like forever last night and it was awesome

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-11T15:58:00

2005-06-11T20:11:32Z

well not much goin on today just kinda chillaxin'. I'm finally ungrounded as of this coming sunday! so I'm so up to do stuff soon. (but next week I'm busy from 1:00-7:00 grrrrr!) but not grrrr because I'm going to be a camp counseler and it will be fun so yeah! oh I got to talk to the coolest girl in the whole wide world yesterday and today and tonight I'm going to call her cuz I love her so much and she's made me really happy! I love her soooo much!> (just a hint, her innitials are A.C.M) teehee k well I have to go finish mowing so's I'll see ya'll laters!

I R reelly smartlike!

2005-06-10T21:24:26Z

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Genius

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

BOOYA!

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-08T17:34:00

2005-06-08T21:36:36Z

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.

With respect to money, you save for a rainy day.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you are not too worried about finding someone right away. You're kind of laid-back in such matters.

Who's the True You?

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-08T12:47:00

2005-06-08T16:51:21Z

I LET DOWN A VERY BEAUTIFUL GIRL THIS MORNING! ATTACK BODY GUARD NINJAS! GO WITH SPEED AND ACCURACY!

im sorry audrey.

I've got a silly little secret!

2005-06-07T00:43:43Z

I think I have this stupid crush on this girl I know.

she's a senior and she's really pretty
her hair is beautiful and it smells like the ocean
her eyes are deep and wonderful
her smile can brighten a lonely room
she's tall and beautiful and I think I am really in love with her

I hope not....... girls are icky. but maybe this can be an exception.

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-05T11:15:00

2005-06-05T15:19:54Z

can't write much cuz I'm in a hurry but I love you audrey more than ever! I had so much fun talking to you last night and I can't wait to see you soon.
I promise I'll be good so's I can hold you in my arms by sometime next week.

I'm happy with her, lonely without her

2005-06-04T22:07:53Z

I feel sad cuz I can't see my baby tomorrow. I let her down. I've failed as a boyfriend. attention all of audreys body guards: swoop down and kill me cuz I got grounded so I can't see her beautiful face tomorrow. Please be swift but if you decide that I deserve a long a torurous death, then I understand.

But I'll make it up to her somehow. probably next weekend. If she still loves me. I hope she does cuz I still love her. alot.

I'm writing her a song.

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-02T20:25:00

2005-06-03T00:35:05Z

I got a job
I got a girl
I got a life

I miss being a retarded skater punk. When did I grow up so fast?
Why don't I care that everything is changing?
is it cuz its all changing into something wonderful?

God has blessed me with her and I couldn't be happier!

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-06-01T18:38:00

2005-06-01T22:42:52Z

can't talk much but I love you audrey and I have a surprise for you tomorrow.

Your beautiful and I'm so happy that I have you

the mall is cooler when I'm with you

2005-05-31T01:27:25Z

can't talk much but I love you audrey and you made me the happiest person ever today cuz I got to hang out with you. I love you so much.

P.S I think I left my new shoe laces in ya car. so's If I could get those back on monday it would be awesome.

RAMANAMANAMANAMANA!

2005-05-29T13:11:44Z

I just woke up and I am really really hyper so's I'll just say this,

Audrey you are beautiful and you've made my life amazing and I am so happy when I am with you and I wish you were here right now! I love you more than really good cookies and milk and more than my great aunt Roberta who wouldn't shutup at the wedding last night! (and now is confused and thinks I'm trying out for the cincinnati symphony!?) grrrrr.

yeah okay so I think you should know that you smell like the seabreeze and your hair is beautiful no matter what and I love all the little silly things that make you you, and to me, having little faults makes you perfect.

I love you

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-05-27T20:10:00

2005-05-28T00:20:23Z

This is going to be a short update.

I love audrey more than anything and I'm glad she lets me love her. I am so lucky to have her in my life. It makes me feel important that I can make someone else happy and by doing so, complete a part of me that has been missing for so long. Everything about her is wonderful. I love her smile, voice, the way she laughs, the way she hugs, and her amazing personality. I miss her the second she hangs up the phone or turns a corner and I live on every breath she takes.

I love audrey more than anything and I'm glad she lets me love her.

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-05-24T18:59:00

2005-05-24T23:11:08Z

man I'm starting to get the feeling that if I break the-most-beautiful-person-in-the-worlds heart I am a dead man!

No fear though, I think if I did break her heart I'd have killed myself before any of her friends got to me.

although losing my life pales in comparison to losing the one I love/ will love for as long as she lets me/ want to love/

Audrey I'm sorry if I sound like a loser. Its cuz I am. and hopefully you'll realize that before you're stuck with me.

well I g2g but I love you (and all your little ninja bodyguards are pretty cool too!)

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-05-23T18:00:00

2005-05-23T22:07:54Z

well today was boring

I got to see the most beautiful person ever but other than that it was wasted. I am planning something awesome...... giggle giggle! (its a secret)
Its amazing I had no Idea that I could care about someone soo much until i met her and now its just pathetic how much time I spend thinking about her.

I have become the thing I used to hate (hopefully) and if I had known it would feel this great I would have become this a long time ago.

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-05-21T22:03:00

2005-05-22T02:14:12Z

K well this is update # 2 in my long illustrious campaign of updates. (yeah probably not but whatever)

just wanted to say that I had an awesome time going to a movie with my beautiful friend who is waaaay to cool to be hanging out with me. (Don't tell her though she might catch on) k well I'm tired n stuff so I'm gunna go ta' sleep. (makes sense doesn't it)

k well I am very thankful that I got to hang out with the coolest person on the planet but now I must go to bed!

xxxredrosexxx @ 2005-05-20T17:57:00

2005-05-20T22:15:46Z

well this is it...... the start of something new...... something great

I love change and jesus my savior (that I constantly disappoint) and I love my bestest friend audrey.

I love graffiti I love skateboarding ( I suck but so does my board) and I love being streightedge

I love oldskool punk, hardcore, classic rock, and most importantly I love antimainstream anything!

I love going to concerts (real) moshing and keeping clean for my savior cuz drugs are for people who aren't real enough to deal with their problems